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News & Updates, new song, & Dee Hill photography.

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on June 10, 2010 by skyscraped

If you’re new to this blog, the music, or are here because I gave you a card at one of the many Demigods shows we’re now doing, thank you. Thanks for listening with ears to hear.

The Demigods will be playing many shows this year, hopefully building up to a tour next year. You can see our current listings at our Myspace page. Please support us by purchasing our music DIRECTLY from us at our DIY-record label website: http://www.theglobalreality.com/fml-recordings. We’re working on a demo for the Demigods and hope to be able to record a full-length album by next spring. Your support is vital to our ability to produce more music, so please donate or buy directly from us. Thanks.

Delphi’s Solo Project: The Threshhold Sea

I’ll be working on a solo album project, tentatively called The Threshhold Sea. This will be my fourth solo release, and I’m really excited about releasing these songs. There will be songs on this album that have never been released and will not be played (very often, at least) live at the Demigods shows. I want this project to be something intimate, delicate, accoustic, and very different from the sounds we’ve created with The Demigods.

I’ll be working with photographer Dee Hill, who did the following portraits of me in her house and garden, to tell the stories of these songs. The Threshhold Sea is a line from one of my songs, “The Road,” which was my reaction to the novel of the same name by Cormack McCarthy. Most of my other songs are from my own first-person political perspective, like “School Without Walls,” or “33rd Degree.” By now, you’re all pretty used to my political leanings, exposing the esoteric priest class movements underlying world events. This next album, I want to do something different. I’ve started pulling songs up from someplace else, it seems–from the voices of women watching the Western world be pulled up from under their feet, the earth around them dying in the days of a healing and splintered, newly-industrial United States. Carnival girls too, also make an appearance, as do intergalactic pirate ships and skeleton circuses.

Delphi by Dee Hill

Here’s a small taste of what is to come:

(untitled new song)

I hear the locusts on the wind
great Blue Norther comin’ in
Rockefeller stole our land
and the railroad took my sons
I hear the horses on the grass
hooves beating like breaking glass
they know these old machines will
one day never run

What have we done?
What have we done?

I passed a Cherokee Girl today
with a look of torture on her face
the blood of conquest for the cities of the sun
And the slaves are free, so they say
still endentured to the ways
of a backwards master who enslaves
with debt and guns

What have we done?
What have we done?

And my gypsy great-grandmother
I brought over with my sixteen year old sister
is still in New York on the assembly line.
And my Irish fatehr died
a year before she arrived
the coal mines did their time
and the mountains claim their blood

And all my lovers left
to conquer the uncharted West
like a whore in vain
trying desperately to find some love

What have we done?
What have we done?

“Be A Pirate” Music Video finished!

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on March 8, 2010 by skyscraped

Me and Jamie Reeves have cameos in the fantastic “Be A Pirate!” Music Video. From the folks at The Pirate’s Life.

Delphi’s Book Club Pick: The Master of Lucid Dreams

Posted in The Delphi Report, Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , on January 15, 2010 by skyscraped

The Delphi Report, my new show on the Global Reality Network (Saturdays from 4-5pm), will feature a Book Club pick of the week. This week, I’ve been journeying through Samarkand with Olga Kharitidi, M.D., a Russian psychiatrist who has been priveleged enough to learn healing from the shamans of central Asia. The book is The Master of Lucid Dreams, and it is an excellent read.

Ancient Samarkand, where Kharitidi travels to learn the techniques of healing through the exploration of the dreamstate, is located near Usbekistan, and has been one of the ancient centers for dream workers throughout the centuries.
Samarkand

This book will curl into your consciousness and make you face your fears; death, abuse, trauma, guilt, and suicide are all addressed in this text; not with clinical tediousness, but with lasting and powerful storytelling.

A unique aspect that Kharitidi delves into, or continues to find herself emersed in, are the true mysteries: Shambala, underground kingdoms, the shamanic connection to Sirius as described in mythologies throughout the world; all key roadstops along the journey of liberation of our soul’s imprisonment in our awareness. I highly recommend her other book, Entering the Circle, which was her first autobiographical description of her experience with Siberian shamanism.

One of the things I appreciate the most about Kharitidi’s work is that nothing seems forced, faked, or sensationalized. She is not giving you an end-all solution to your problems. She makes it clear that psychiatric, and especially shamanic, healing is an extremely difficult, painful, and involved process. There are no simple answers presented and the work described in her books requires that the initiate or healing patient go through very challenging mental, and sometimes physical, change. She is not selling snake oil here, but revealing what she has been blessed to learn from a very small group of working shamans.

Take the ride, enter the circle, and walk with the master of lucid dreams. You will not regret it.
Kharitidi’s Website: Cliff House Publications

Olga Kharitidi

Journey: Four Stars (out of Five)
High Weirdness: Four Bats (out of Five)
Truth: Five Stars

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Posted in Uncategorized on October 21, 2009 by skyscraped


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Cosmic Trigger-finger.

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , on June 11, 2009 by skyscraped

Just found this excellent link to some audio books and other meta information from the vaults of the late Robert Anton Wilson. I personally just got the first audio book of the Illuminatis! Trilogy (one of my favorite books of all time). I regret that I don’t read as much as I used to; while the exponentiation of novelty increases, the brain must find suitable ways to adapt, to take in more information at a time. That being said, I could literally read this book twenty three times and not see all the angles the same way each time. Such is the probability of chaos.

Also in true RAW fashion, I stumbled across this interview with Robert Bauval in which he says he realized the connection between Orion and the Giza pyramids while camping in the desert of Saudi Arabia. I found this clip on my Youtube subscription updates the day after I’d just gone into a tangent in my 11th grade class about the Milky Way and my parents’ experiences camping in the Arabian desert (which actually happened during the same period Bauval was also in Saudi, although I don’t think they knew each other).

I plan on visiting Egypt next year if I return to Saudi. There’s just nothing like seeing things for yourself to solidify your grasp on reality, and unfortunately mine never seems to be satiated. I could be standing on top of the entrance to Shambala in the Himalayas talking to a glowing 9-foot tall snake man named Osiris and I’d still have to ask for his license and registration. Curiosity killed the…woman, right? Or was it female incarnation of the cat essence? I’m sure that has nothing at all to do with the original face carved on the Sphinx.
Giza and Orion's Belt

Orion Giza

Shafts pointing to Stars at Giza Pyramids

Wavy Gravy once asked a Zen Roshi, “What happens after death?”

The Roshi replied, “I don’t know.”

Wavy protested, “But you’re a Zen Master!”

“Yes,” the Roshi admitted, “but I’m not a dead Zen Master.”

In other news, I need a back rub.

Go on, Babylon

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , on January 29, 2009 by skyscraped

Go on, Babylon
I don’t need you
To tell me I’m not worthy
of your heart
Go on, telethon
callin for my dollar
On these empty streets i walk alone
the pictures of your daughters
all skin and bones on every lamppost
Billboards to the Holy Ghost
tell me how I can be the most
beautiful one with a beautiful pose
Tell me, how many girls did you kill today?
Starvin themselves to look that way
We could’ve used what their hearts had to say
But their minds kept deep inside

So go on, Babylon
I don’t need you
To tell me that my words
are no good
Go on, Page One
There’s no time to court you
My heroes, what is left of them
didn’t heed your disapproving lens

To change the wind and change your plans
To sing what their souls spoke to hem
To insist that they breathe real air again
Cause all of it is an illusion
The company car, the Mercedes Benz
the COINTELPRO false flag events
The cross, the priests, the Vatican
only have the power you give to them

So go on, Babylon
I don’t need you
I’ve found the love I needed to
Break down all your walls
Go on, Zion
You are not my Promised Land
I know Eden and she’s running fast
To get away from your bombs
Oh this is not the end, this is not the end,
As long as I live I will not repent
What my heart says we gotta bring
back to this planet
Give Love, Please give Love, Please give Love,
Give Love

I see you dying, Babylon,
Going underwater
With your son of Sam
Sirhan Sirhan, pullin the trigger
Back on you, Babylon
But you cannot hypnotize the ones
who refuse to bow
Who learned how
to stay closer to their center

To change the wind and change your plans
To sing what their souls spoke to hem
To insist that they breathe real air again
Cause all of it is an illusion
The company car, the Mercedes Benz
the COINTELPRO false flag events
The cross, the priests, the Vatica
only have the power you give to them

Performance of “Go on, Babylon” from Art Love Magic’s GirlShow 2009

Note: I was wearing the abaya to show everyone what traditional women’s dress looks like in Saudi Arabia on the first night of GirlShow 2009, held in Dallas by Art Love Magic. It was meant to both honor and inform women of all faiths and to be a metaphor for perception; we so often judge everything by what we see, and unless we look beyond initial impression, our reality will be imprisoned by that impression. All things must be studied deeply to further our understanding of them.

School Without Walls

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , on January 29, 2009 by skyscraped

We are the stones that the builders refused
We are the Revolution rising through the Fourth Reich roof
We are the Constitution built upon the hidden truth
We are an institution you can’t see and you can’t prove
We are the students who teach the classroom
We are the builders of the last transparent toomb
We are the rose lines laid out for all the world to see
We are the rabbits on the moon
WE are the School Without Walls
The children of the fall
Rising up and saying, We will follow our hearts
With the knowledge you have kept
We will rise again

At the pyramid’s end you see the tetrahedron
Opening again the Waking of Babylon
A nuclear whore rising like Venus through the flames
But we grow up through the Sepheroth
Walk the path infront of us
Until we reach the desert where we were born
And though the sun is burning us
and though our eyes betray us
We are students of Lazarus
Waking up the dead

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for
We are the kids who hold the keys to Eden’s door
If we could just get our hearts up off the floor
We would pierce the all-seeing eye
We are the knights who reject the Templars
We know this power given to us ain’t ours
To hold anymore
And gold only comes in bars of music notes
sung from the heart

We are the School Without Walls
The children of the fall
Rising up and saying We will follow our hearts
With the knowledge you have kept
We will rise again

The Wake

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on January 10, 2009 by skyscraped

To be screamed from the rooftops, with emphatic rage:

Wake up, everything you’ve been told
is a lie; I had to see it first
with my own eyes
the cries of Palestinian children, generations wiped out
with depleted uranium
buildings bombed out, not a single gun in em
And if I told you why—Could you ever look again
at the sidewalk’s end as you crawl again
through the day, a slave
to the institution
that’s selling weapons of Mass Depopulation
to the bloodiest blind Anti-Christ I’ve seen in my time?

You know, Christ is in Islam, too,
he’s a gentle guy, who turned the money changer’s tables on their ends–
there is no difference, in my opinion.
Whether you believe and follow
Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad, Vishnu
Quetzaquatl or the Goddess–I know that NONE of them
would condone this mess. So tell me. Is it genocide?

For a people without a land found a land
With a people–
where only 400 years before,
there were mosques, synagogues, and steeples,
side by side without thought to the pride
of a Promised Land. So tell me,
Was that kid born with a gun in his hand?
Did he threaten you, when you kept food from him?
When you caged him, did he throw a bomb?
Is he deserving of a war crime?

Because those phosphorus shells you use so well
to cloak your planes and reign down hell
ARE a war crime, when you drop them on civilians–
and Gaza is a human time bomb
of 1.5 million. Half of them are children.
My, sounds a bit like a pogram, if you ask me.
A place where members of a single race
are rounded up like cattle and left to face
life with no aid, and God forbid they blow up your blockade
to let food, water, shelter, or medical aid come in.

You’ll just remind them.
Air strike them again, like you did
on November 4, 2008–send in those planes,
Yahweh, while the whole world was looking the other way.
You took the chance, seized the day.
But your strength is one of fire and shells.
You think you can rebuild the Temple, bring back hell?
Don’t you think it’ll be a lonely place?
Without the ideas and songs of another race? I do.
I hope I never see the day
when we can’t remember that there were different ways to pray
in some lost life we knew,
before the wake.

Child of Light

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , on January 10, 2009 by skyscraped

Well you know you’ve been told so many lies
you don’t know what to do with your life
how do you take a bullet when you’ve only got a knife?
and it’s drawing ink right from the page

Well you carve your name in the Tree
of Life write your history despite
the media alchemists, the propaganda priests
your story will survive

Child of Gaza, child of Rwanda, child of Katrina, child of Light
you are braver for being born so that we may open up our eyes
to this stratosphere of lies and fear that keeps us from transcendence
you may never have a family of your own
but you have so many descendents

Phosphorus shells reigning down hell in the pogram of the Arabs
Uranium in the ground you walk on, Gaza and Lebanon, it won’t scare us
We say the words, “Never again,” but how could you be so heartless?
I think there’s something deeper here, this is gonna come back to haunt us

Child of Gaza, child of Rwanda, child of Katrina, child of Light
you are braver for being born so that we may open up our eyes
to this stratosphere of lies and fear that keeps us from transcendence
you may never have a family of your own
but you have so many descendents

Is that you in the Garden?
Is that you under the Tree?
Is that you in the water?
Looking up at me?

Well I’m just gonna go on and say it
You were sacrificed for the way that you pray
And for being born to a family
that didn’t control the state

I know that this is the Kali Yuga
The time of death and change
I just hope that we can wake up
before the whole world goes insane

Child of Gaza, child of Rwanda, child of Katrina, child of Light
you are braver for being born so that we may open up our eyes
to this stratosphere of lies and fear that keeps us from transcendence
you may never have a family of your own
but you have so many descendents

PEACE BE WITH ALL THE INNOCENTS WHO DIE IN GAZA
Namaste
We will not forget you

The Longest Day of Night

Posted in Uncategorized on December 22, 2008 by skyscraped

It’s the solstice, 2008. Four years until that fateful alignment, whatever it may bring. One year to the day from when I realized I was on the wrong path, and systematically destroyed everything normal about my life in order to find the one I’m supposed to live.

So here I am, one year later in Saudi Arabia. Why did I give up an active music scene life, the freedom to drive, the freedom to wear whatever I wished, say what I wished, and hang out with whoever I wished in exchange for a monklike apartment in a second-rate private school? Why did I leave those I love? Why did I do this to myself? I don’t really know how to answer other than to say that I had to. I’ve never felt something so urgent or pulling in my life. I felt it and just knew. And jesus christ bananas I’m certainly not always grateful.

But I have never, in all my life, been able to feel as much as I do right now. I hope to carry this lesson, above all else, back to me. To never forget what it feels like to read the headline, “U.S. Drones strike Pakistan, Kill Seven,” and then get into a taxi in a strange part of town, having not been spoken to as an equal by ANY man other than a coworker for five minutes three days ago, and then be joked with and talked to like a person by none other than a young Pakistani driver. That happened today. That happened today after I got back from taking the tiny, starved kitten I found two days ago to the vet. After being told that the kitten, who I’ve named Oliver and who just yesterday seemed to be improving, would be very, very lucky to make it through Christmas. This, in a city where children regularly beat cats because they aren’t taught to love them, and because they get beaten too. This is not Islam doing the beating, it’s ignorance and it’s part of the veil of destruction that gets swept over this part of the world. Create an obscenely rich class and an obscenely poor one; give them no reason to love, and give them every opportunity to create violence, and you have the perfect recipe for madness.

Then, a smile, a kind word from a young Pakistani. I wonder if he knew about the bombings. We didn’t talk about it. Instead, he asked me about the kitten in my lap. He talked about how much he missed Pakistan. I told him how much I missed Texas.

This, after I sat in a room with 16 eleventh-grade girls who want to talk about politics all the time, and read them Brave New World all afternoon.

This, after three undersea cables were cut, shutting of Internet access to India and Pakistan. Hmmm. This, after finding out that McConnell’s plane was sabotaged. And that Patton was probably assassinated. After days of learning more and more that our “Heroes” who bring “Change” and promise “Hope” are nothing more than pawns for the same regime that’s been oppressing us for centuries.

Why do you think the greatest storytellers have told the same story over, and over, and over again, exposing the truth in fiction? Why do you think we continue to bleed for ideas we don’t believe in or condone? Why do you think they make us fear the Unknown, the Other?

Part of me shakes my head at our stupidity. But the other part raises her fist with the hope this will FINALLY make us realize what a sheer force of power we truly are. That we are more than just our bodies in this time and place. That we are every member of a Tradition that has resisted, time and again, a total eclipse of power. That we are light that rises, and remind us of a slow birthing spring, on the longest day of night.